As the saying goes "When you don't know where you are going any path will get you there". In your case it is, "If you don't know where you want to be, no path will get you there."

Not to be preachy, but it appears you need to determine what you like to do, can it earn you money, and how do you make it happen.?

You have gone the trying it out route and so far nothing has clicked. Since you still need to earn a living while figuring it out, take the least bothersome work. While you are still earning a living, really sit and contemplate what you enjoy doing. It may be multiple things, because just because you like it doesn't translate to making a living.

Once you settle in on what, figure out how and then get going. Maybe it is as side business at first or maybe you go all in. In any event get going. You may need help along the way so get that from trusted and competent people who have been in your shoes.

I hope it all works out for you. Sometimes it takes more time to find out what you really want. But when you do, go for it.