So sorry for your loss. We have had 3 dogs previously who died and i miss them all. Kia was my girl and I left work to be home with her when I found out she had tumors. We put her to sleep days later. One of the hardest things I ever had to do. I hug my Beemer every morning. He is now a senior but still going strong. I know I will miss him deeply when he goes so I love him lots every day. My only hope is there really is a rainbow bridge I will see them all again someday.